24 December 2025
21:31
DISCORD NEWS
@here @everyone
I want to wish everyone here a peaceful and thoughtful holiday season.
Take time, enjoy it with your family, and slow down where you can.
Thank you for all the support throughout the year. None of that is taken for granted.
For me personally, this year has been quite difficult. One of my family members passed away, which I already mentioned in previous announcements. On top of that, I am dealing with heartbreak. Whether you call it depression or not doesn’t really matter to me. The reality is that it hits hard on some days, sometimes more, sometimes less.
Over the last months, I’ve come to a clear conclusion for myself:
I am deliberately sorting my life out.
That includes things in my apartment, old belongings, but also memories. Friendships, former friendships, and past relationship memories that cause more pain than good are being left behind.
I reduced my contacts from around 3,000 to 212.
Not out of anger, but because many connections were no longer healthy or simply no longer existed. Nobody on this Discord needs to feel addressed, even if we haven’t had much private contact lately.
I also reduced my photos from over 60,000 to about 2,500. Everything that pulled me back emotionally or hurt more than it helped is gone.
Some of you still know my ex-girlfriend. We were happy at first, but things changed over time. I made mistakes that led to the breakup. I don’t hide that. It was my responsibility, and it’s a mistake I will never repeat. I can’t undo it, and I believe that for both of us, this outcome is healthier today, even if it was painful back then.
My personal conclusion is this:
On September 14th, 2023, I met someone. Over time, I fell in love with this person. She changed and affected me more deeply than anyone ever has before. These feelings are fundamentally different from anything I’ve known in past relationships.
I made the decision that my heart belongs only to her.
Whether we are together or not does not change that. I live accordingly, and if we do not end up together, I will continue my life as a single person. This promise is final. She knows why.
One clear request:
If anyone knows who I am talking about, please do not contact her or interfere in any way. Interference in the past caused damage, and I will not allow that again.
I am at peace with my decision.
If someone does not respect this boundary, whether friend, viewer, or follower, that person will also be removed from my life.